What you WANT might make you cry and what you NEED might pass you by, if
you don't catch it...
And what you NEED ironically will turn out what you WANT to be if you just
let it...
~Lauryn Hill "When It Hurts So BAD"So I feel this song in the pit of my soul every time I hear it, no lie! It describes what will happen if you give your love away to someone who does'nt deserve it. or someone who is'nt reciprocating it. The above quote describes my plight in full detail I swear.
What I WANT more than anything is what makes me cry.
All the time what I really NEED is passing me by because I'm too stupid to see that it's what I really need...
Therefore I can't catch it because I'm caught up ...
But what I NEED and I mean really really NEED ironically is going to turn out to be what I WANT it to be....
IF I JUST LET IT!
If I shift my focus from getting/chasing what I WANT in a man ie; what looks good, smells good, tastes good, sounds good, and feels good (five senses) and go after what I NEED from a man ie; love, honesty, loyalty, long-suffering and LOVE (characteristics) then what I NEED is going to turn out to what I WANT... I just have to LET IT happen... DEEP!
I'm so tired of getting my feelings hurt and my heart broken because I like many people rush the process. Women in particular. I'm not in any rush to the altar, TRUST ME, but I would like to have someone like/love me, because quite honestly I know I'm a GREAT PERSON and after that I'm a damn good woman!
The problem can quite honestly be attributed to the fact that I just wanna be accepted by the opposite sex, does'nt everybody dammit! And LORD knows I have a whole lot of love inside of me to give to the man who finds me and has the right intentions/motives/ good head on his shoulders/ GOD fearing/ good looking *crosses fingers*
I just need to chill out and LET IT BE....
3.10.2009
WORDS + MUSIC= THERAPY!: When It Hurts So BAD
