3.06.2009
Just My Thoughts: I need a BIG brother
This isn't really a poem I'm just typing it like this getting out my thoughts, cathartic release. Not even tryna rhyme, just typing this line by line.... This is something I've yearned for all my life, unsettled my soul don't feel right. Like I'm missing a piece of me, a piece to feel complete. I know I have GOD but he made us earthly beings. I have feelings and a prayer just this one. More than anything to have a BIG brother....
Times like this I need a big brother
Not another lover
Just somene to lean on
When times get tough
When life gets rough
A male figure that's been through it
And has some insight to pull me through
Someone I can relate to
Someone to feel me
A shoulder to lean on when I get weak
Tell me I'm beautiful and not want a thing in return
In my soul I feel this ache, this burn
Someone to hang out with
Something like a mentor
To look up to him and say when I get married I want one like him
No blood between, but feel kinship
Like spirits meeting in our earth suits
To know I got somebody that has my back
A brother to feel me when it's me against the world
To have conversations that seem to never end
More than a brother more like my closest friend...