Soo it's 4:12 am here in Columbus, OH and I have soooo many things on my mind it's ridiculous. I'm bout to take u on a trip... I got one question tho, IS YOU ROLLIN????
When am I gonna get a boyfriend? I think I'm so picky, that MAY be why I don't have one. I want one so bad, and I'm talkin bout the kind that makes me say WOW, is this one mine??? lol In terms of personality, trustworthiness, loyalty, looks I need a dude that's gonna floor me because these past couple of months, I have NOT been impressed. Well except the one dude, but he ain't on me. Guess I was'nt all that impressive *shrugs shoulders* :)
I have actually been enjoying my time without a phone slightly. My baby is broken and I don't have money right now :( New job starts MONDAY! :) Bout to be workin wit my homieloverfriend haha lol. I get pangs in my soul tho becuz I used to lay in the bed and post and now I have to sit @ a desk and write these damn blogs...
Also If I wanna call ppl I gotta use a HOUSE phone... I ain't did that in yrs and I ain't bout to have no dudes callin my house. They either A) are gonna be ignored by my grama cuz she on da phone or B) encounter my father which I dunno what that dude'll say, he's unpredictable....
I have been celibate for a lil bit over a month! YAY and plan on staying that way for a long long time. At least until YOU come into my life.. I messed up a couple wks ago, but playas mess up too sometimes. Pray my strength in the LORD! :)))
I need more platonic male friendships in my life. I love MEN...
I think these random thoughts are all about MEN lol
Speaking of MEN, I fall in love instantaneously with a man that can pick me up... The bouncer @ one of the bars we went to picked me up and needless to say I think I'm in loooooovvvvvveee again hahahahaha (JK!)
I love my brownskin MEN but I keep ending up with these lightskin dudes! What's that about?!?! Something about chocolate gives me chillllssss, BLACK IS BEAUTIFUL!
Man I love GOD for making me $0 D0p3niqu3 (Dope and unique) there really is nob0di lik3 M3! I love my individuality!!! And take the opportunity to excercise it at the drop of a hat!!!
Well I think that's all folkz! MayB an edit or two later lol!
*SMOOCHES*
