Just My Thoughts: A Dream Deferred...I think not!

A Dream Deferred by Langston Hughes

What happens to a dream deferred?
Does it dry up like a raisin in the sun?
Or fester like a sore-- And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over-- like a syrupy sweet?
Maybe it just sags like a heavy load.
Or does it explode?

So I have been thinking lately and turning some things over in my mind...

Thinking about my future and purpose in life...

Deep stuff right?

Well while lost in my thoughts, I was reminded of my dreams. What I want to do with my life, who I want to be. Everyone has a picture in their mind of what they wanted to be when they were little. Some know immediately, some take time to mull over the many possibilities because they are infinite... I'm the 2nd person lol. I have so many things that I want to do and have the ability to do, I think damn can one person get this done??? YES I CAN, imma need a tem behind me though, lol. But back to my thoughts!

Basically, I've gotten so tied up in life and tryna make it that I neglected the person that God created me 2 be. My creativity being #1. I thrive on the opportunity to create unique combinations. Whether it be event planning, fashion design, jewelry making, songwriting, poetry, painting, putting things 2gether and making them work, make-up I live for this ish mayne!

I refuse to be my parents and have a job that I despise, just because I gotta have the bills paid. I don't wanna be another person who's dreams and aspirations haunt them because they didn't chase after them. One thing that I am steadily developing is DRIVE, INITIATIVE to get shit done for ME and my future. Mainly because the people you think would be there 2 support you and have your back may fail you sometimes...

Keep checkin back for me I got some heat for y'all later! Holla @ me baby!
Signed Sincerly,
The Dark and Lovely Diva
BeShayBE
*smooches*