"I've went from being a puny Pawn to being a Rook, I want a man 2 protect me like a King guards his Queen from crooks"
~Me
I'm sitting here in the booth reflecting over some things that are going on in my life right now and thinkin about some ppl in my past...As in lovers. I've had some crazy "situations" transpire in just the last 2 years. I'm pretty much hip 2 the games that are 2 be played, not that I know it all, but I'm pretty well versed in the language of trysts, "arrangments", and unfortunately being the other woman. Out of all of this there has been 1 constant and that is me. I've learned a lot about myself in this time and one thing I found out is that I don't want to be that girl anymore. It's time for me 2 grow up and a lot of ppl will say well that is getting your "grown woman" on, getting what u want and not caring about the damage u do to yourself or others. A lot of women think they are damaged goods because of some man, not realizing the fact that you had a part in putting yourself into harm's way...
I am one to always acknowledge and take accountability for my part in things. If I had to testify in the mirror, I would'nt plead the 5th knowing I took part in the mess I helped to create. I don't find it incriminating to admit fault because if u can't tell yourself the truth then who can you tell it to? That being said old habits die hard, but eventually there comes a time in your life to where u to 2 step your game up in life... I'm vastly approaching that time and embrace it with both arms open wide to receive what is to come...
