I'm the one...

Please don't take this the wrong way because ultimately God is the one to me, but as far as what I am presently experiencing, I'm learning that dependence, or relying on others to be there for you or to fulfill/complete you is a big mistake in certain situations and circumstances. Not that all people are a let down, but people can really hurt you if you allow them to do so...In a nutshell this is a cathartic means of me getting my thoughts together, to sort of make sense. Just in a deep over the head type of way...lol

I'm the ONE

I've searched high and low.
Near and far far away.
Deep in the pit of my soul.
Every direction every way.

I've looked in other ppl to find the source.
I let others use me up, up, up.
Until what I have left is no more.
Bone dry, no more virtue in my cup.

Until the day I finally reallized,
And took a deep look way down inside.
I found inside purpose set before me,
The real me, my soul, the essence, the BEAUTY.

I was so afraid that I wasn't enough, I can't make it.
I don't have what it takes, so I'll just fake it.
Ignoring what I already had for what I said "I need"
Neglecting the fact that what I need, want, desire is already planted within me

The one piece that was missing, hidden amongst the strife,
That I'm the one I've been lookin for my entire life...