Self Destruction
So right now I'm utterly confused and @ a loss for words. The very thing I hoped would'nt happen to us has. You've left me all alone and now I'm sad. I thought you would choose me. A future together is what I tried to make you see. In the end it was another woman you chose. So please tell me why am I in your bed with no clothes?
The answer is exactly you may have already surmised. It's that I'd fallen in love when I looked in your eyes. Your beauty inside has me fully enamored. Like an inebriated woman, you've got me hammered. Tripping, falling, so gone I can't get up. So captivated by your lovin' I feel like I'm stuck. Not wanting to hurt myself, But when I'm around you I can't help it. I wanna please you in any way I can. Fulfill your needs baby I want you to be MY man...
All the while I was busy lovin' you/ I found out you in fact were busy too/ Not busy because you were lovin' me back/ Oh no, that ain't the trick you had in the bag!/ No surprise to my intuition which had figured out the mystery/ That you had another woman lovin' you too, one from your history/ The thing about her is her love you returned/ And now I'm out in da cold feelin' burned/ Raw inside, desperate and feelin' hurt/ Not knowin' which way is up or where to turn..
So naturally my inclination is to run to you/ To continue on in the pattern of confusion/ The destructive cycle that is killing my soul/ This where I'm back in your bed with no clothes/ Repeating over again the same offense/ If this were jail I'd be in for recidivism/ And this is jail in an emotional sense/ Imma be in until I learn the lesson/ Only I can determine the length of this sentence/ When we are thru and when we'll be finished/ I need to move on with my life and clear my head/ I need to go on and get out of this bed
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