"Try Again", a post inspired by life....

Ahhhhh this song just says so many things to me man. There have been so many times when I myself have found myself in the position of the one "trying again". The question that this songs sparks in my mind is, but @ what cost to me??? What am I sacrificing for this person and was it really worth it in the first place. Case in point, a man I was talking to just had it all, just perfect! He was going to school to get his PhD., very very very smart, intellectual, articulate and he was sooo beautiful. Just massive amounts of potential... We hit it off really well, wonderful conversation, just a great guy.

He had some family issues going on that he needed to get squared away so I gave him his space, you know. I know he was going thru a lot at the time because this was like a major thing going on with his family. I'd call and check up on him, just anything to try to get that intial spark going into a blaze. In the meantime I talked to other people, which was over the course of a month or so. So we never really conversed AT ALLL after our initial conversation.

So long story short we had one of those "first-time-I-said-no-it's-like-I never-said-yes" situations that got blown way outta porportion. And at first I was so kicking myself in the pants because I wanted him. Everything his future and potential promised him to be. I blew up his phone that night!!! I called him like 20+ times, which I have never done b4! But then I turned my attention to the potential stumbling blocks...

If he could be self absorbed and selfish enough to turn the whole thing on me and not take any accountability for the lack of communication and interaction I choose to pass... It was'nt worth the heartache and bs I would have to cope with, just to have the most intelligent, sexy, intelligent man I have encountered in my life lol.

Well I've said enough, Do you have any "Try Again" situtations???