What I want is not what's best for me...
Because what I want I CONVINCE myself and make it a need
Meaning I trick myself into believing I can't go without it
That by not having it in my life I'm goin thru a drought
When in actuality its just preparation time
This self imposed drought has come right in time
I had to scrape my plate, wipe my hands clean, step back from the table
Stop everything I was doing before I made a mistake
Re-evaluate my steps, plan out which 1's to take
We're all dealt a hand, holdin back my cards
I chose to use my brain, my God-given smarts
Truth be told its not really something I feel blue about
Before this I was bluer than someone that drowned
In the abyss of false-pretenses and non-exsistent love
Body fufilled, emotion another story
That all disenagrated in a blaze of glory
At the hands of the one I adored
It ended when I realized I love me more
These things I turn over in my mind when I'm alone
Midnight and the thereafter in my bed @ home
Please know I'm not bitter I just know what's best
Changed my mind, thinkin with the thing in my chest
I love the thrill of the chase but I gotta do me
Mind over matter, the C-word CELIBACY...
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