Just becuz I'm bored... My BP profile info lol

Yeah so this is from my Blackplanet page I had not too long ago haha. I had to delete that joiint tho because for one, it brought TOO much drama and two ppl are only on the tryna get some booty yo... Lots of things have changed about my mindset and approach to people and interacting since then, I found that not to be the place online for me! lol So enjoy the info... also peep the song quotes lol***DISCLAIMER- If you have the energy to look @ my page I wanna hear from you! Send me a note or sign the Guestbook baby! If you are adding me as a friend send a note or you may be declined! Just a fair warning, I'm not on the 500+ friends thing lol***

Heyyyyy there BP! If you came to find beauty, and class wit a lil bit of sass you've found it!! I'm on here to meet new friends, catch up with old ones and network! I would like to try some plus-size modeling! Peep the pics tell me what you think...!

I'm eclectic, classy, and just alltogether different as far as my style (see the hair) lol and just the way that I carry myself. I am confident, have high self-esteem, always have a smile on my face, and love myself. I like to entertain, I keep people laughin to ward off the bad energy life sometimes brings us. I want to have someone that respects me for my mind and uniqueness, and appreciates the gift that I am. Once you get to know me, you'll love me, but you already do, don't you!

"You used to hold me, told me that I was the best / Anything in this world I want I could posess / All that made me want is all that I could get / In order to survive, gotta learn to live with regrets/(when I was young)"

"Now when it comes to styles, I got several

Sharper than the swagger, dagger or metal"

"Got my, gold watch and my, gold chain

with my fancy car and my diamond ring

with my, ghetto broad and she

so plain got couple scars and one of those long names

she a fight a nigga and cusses with no shame

and her Ex-man had her bagging up Cocaine but she

yea, yea she love it over here

Its just yea, yea she love it over here"

"Yesterday I saw a B-girl crying, I walked up and asked what’s wrong, she told me that

the radio’s been playing the same song all day long…"

"What you do is crazy babe

Not like you belong in an asylum

Crazy babe,

Like the sun in the morning

And the moon at night

Like the rain falling from the sky

Like the trees growing from the ground

I'm astounded babe

By your love for me

And your touching me

And your trust in me

Like you do "

Music! ahhhh what more can I say?! I love music music and more music....! I can listen to pretty much anything and fall in love. Especially Lyricism! MY FAVORITE rap artist is JAY-Z, his swagger is just off the chain! And I also admire his entreprenueral span because this man has his hand in just about everything! I prefer R&B, rap, neo-soul, gospel, pop and I listen to a lot of other stuff. I looove Eric Roberson, The neo-soul rockstar Raheem Devaughn! Noel Gourdin, MARVIN GAYE, ATLANTIC STARR, Jill Scott and many many more.. I also like to sing too, love going to concerts and listening to live performances. Just gimme some headphones and I'm good!

This man played that freaking guitar!! And he put it down @ Glastonbury, despite the haters

Put on 4 my city: Phenology Clothing!

Anybody that knows me knows that I like to dress... I keep my fly and high and my fresh the best! That's why when I first visited PHNLGY.com I felt like I was at home! (BTW the music playlist is BOMB!)

So me being the investigator that I am had to find out what the deal was with this Phenology... Who was the brains behind this operation and what they were about... Well I was pleased to find out that not only was Phenology a local line, but I was already Facebook friends with the "brains". Soo long story short as I do with everybody, I became good friends with Mike. Mike is one of the most personable, smart, cool people I know (besides myself that is haha) and he definitely has a longtime customer in BeShayBE (I already copped 2 pieces this month)!! Wanna know more??? Read below baby....

What is the concept of Phenology?

A lot of people get it confused with the study of the brain which is phrenology. But Phenology is the study of biological things that happen naturally and organically. A good example is flowers and leaves growing, you know what I’m sayin’? But we flipped it and applied the same concept to fashion. It’s a brand that has a naturalness and organic feel to it. It can’t be fabricated man, it just is.

By definition Phenology is the study of a natural phenomena that recurs periodically due to climate change. So with us being the phenomena we look at it as the consumer studying us. Our fabric, our fit, our choice of colors, etc. and with every season our phenomena recurs in the form of our Collections. And also with that Phenology is doin’ our part to conserve the earth by making a conscious effort to manufacture earth-friendly products and garments. We specifically seek out companies that fit that mold.

READ MORE OF THE ARTICLE!
Rance Rob's Article on Phenology

Some of my FAVORITES...

Make sure you visit PHNLGY.COM and check the latest!!!

Put on 4 my city: Mirrolove Productions- Drake concert

Drake was here in Columbus on Fri April, 24th! I missed it :>(

But we have the footage here courtesy of MirrorLove Productions, enjoy!

BTW the concert was sponsored in part by Phenology Clothing (Next POST!)

DAMN

Soo last night @ mmmm bout 6 am I couldn't sleep... Well actually I was sick yesterday so I had been sleep since 930, 10 o'clock so I just woke up... Anywho I was looking @ statuses online and I saw one that confirmed something I knew was coming down the pipes for a while... (Long story short) this guy that liked me and I liked as well basically is talking to someone else now... And with him when he puts stuff like that out there, its serious not play play... At first my feelings were hurt!

Then I realized that I was the one that stopped the negotiations for a relationship... I was all like aww I'm not ready, aww I don't wanna hurt you when really I didn't want to be hurt... I was being selfish, because I wanted to do ME, when I could have doing US... Its the whole "What you want might make you cry, and what you need might pass you by if you don't catch it..." In retrospect it looks like I messed up, but I chalk it up as if it's meant to be it will be... Maybe, but this is how I was feelin @ 6 am...

I knew I'd miss my train someday
It hurts my heart to see you go this way
I did u wrong and I know for a fact
I shoud have hopped on when I had the chance
Reminds me of when I used to miss the bus
I fooled around knowing you would leave the station
Knowing fully well that the time of departure was upon me
Scrambling at the last minute tryna gather up my things
The baggage was too heavy I wanted to let go of it
Needed to lighten my load, but I couldn't sort out my shi*
At first I walked steadily, then I broke into a jog
Slowed down again, bags weighing me down
I made it the the station but alas to my dismay
I made it just in time to see you pulling away
And now I'm filled with regret turning back the hands of time
If I had left 5 mins earlier... the thought weighing on my mind
I'm the only one to blame because life has its schedule
And if you don't adhere, you'll be eating the dust
Sittin here salty as they come, head in my hands
The voice in the back of head echoes the word DAMN...

Bring The Rain...

A lot of people think rain is a bad thing. Not I says ShayBE lol... Just the water streaming the the window and the sound it creates, soothes me sometimes...
At one point in my life I was frightened of rain, I hated thunderstorms!!! I was scared of rain, My relaxer! But now as an adult I appreciate the rain. Thunderstorms? Don't frighten me anymore! My hair? Pffftt I'm natural now, my hair laughs in the rain's face lol. Rain is necessary. Rain encourages growth and change. Growth and change are necessary.



Bring the Rain

Rain is inspiring, cleansing my thoughts
Rinsing away worries unclutters my thoughts
So gentle the pitter patter the beautiful plops
The steady rythym slow fast slow, don't stop
Any impurities inside me the rain draws out
Purity the rain reveals as it carries it away
Flow down my face so peaceful and serene
Tasting the droplets so peaceful and serene
I pray the rain won't go away because there's beauty in tears from heaven
Coming down for me, to sooothe any aches, water my sad world
So that the beauty within can spring forth from the dirt
Pressing forward pushing past any strife and hurt
Yes sunshine is good but right now I need the rain
Please save the sunshine for another day, Bring on the rain...

Songs that make ME....: "Epiphany" Chrisette Michelle

OFFICIAL VIDEO!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y3pC0hRyBK4

I simply adore Chrisette Michelle! I would go to the end of the earth to go see her!! She's comin back @ us with her single "Epiphany"... The official video features Drake as her love interest.

Musically Chrisette is just out of this world. She has her own solar system, she is the SUN! Her and Jazmine Sullivan are two female artists that are definitely gonna be in the game for a long-time. If you love to hear beauty, purity, soul, flavor, emotion and actually feel the music you listen to, then listen to some Chrisette!!!!

This song is fantastic I could definitely relate! I hope that I could be as good of a singer/songwriter as she is! Ne-Yo is actually co-producing/producing material with her for the new CD so watch out!!!!

Just my thoughts: I just wanna be sucessful...

I Just wanna be SUCCESSFUL....

Successful - Drake ft Trey Songz & Lil Wayne

I wanna see what the top of the world feel like/ Pen in my hand spillin my soul all night/ I gotta rise above today by any means necessary/ Make a way for myself because I know I'm legendary

~BeShayBE

I want the money, money and the cars, cars and the clothes, the hoes I suppose, I just wanna be, I just wanna be successful. I just wanna be, I just wanna be successful. I just wanna be, I just wanna be successful.

"I do a lot of things hopin I neva have to fit in/ so tryin to keep up with my progress is like a dead end"

~Drake "Sucessful"

This song sort of epitomizes how I feel about my life right now... Except the hoes, I don't love them hoes lol. I wanna be SUCCESSFUL, is'nt that everyone's dream?? I have so many things that I love to do, so many things that I want to be... I'm a major dreamer, I picture myself being many things and most of all I see myself being happy. Happy with my life, comfortable, stable... My main goal in life is to get something going for myself so that I can help others, I know so many talented hard working people and I strive to surround myself with positivity and good energy and put that out myself.

Not to sound conceited or big-headed at all, because I am one of the most humble ppl that you'll meet in life, I know that GOD created with a vast array of talents and skills that WILL go a long way. I know that I am a major asset to someone somewhere, a diamond in the rough, waiting to be spotted. I feel like I'm slept on by a lot of ppl and have been for most of my life. I'm not the average chick, way beyond it. Seriously I might be the next major mogul in the making!

I know that I have tons of things to learn and experience in life still, and I absorb information from wherever I can get it. I have certain ppl that I look up to, role models, mentors, what have you, but nobody that has really grabbed a hold of me and HELPED ME. I also can't say that I've really reached out either... My biggest problem in life admitting that I need help... Pride, I can be chock full of that shit, but certain things I know better than to let that block me from connecting with people on an interpersonal level. As far as obtaining certain goals that I have for this year, I need guidance. Primarily SCHOOL which Lord help me is another topic...

Well enough about that for today, just know that you will be hearing from me soon in your area...

Ask about me see if you don't find out...